Ze Blog of Ze Pau
Saturday, 05 September 2009
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I moved site!!
If you were redirected to this site, it's most probably because you typed the wrong password to my new site!
I DON'T USE THIS SITE ANYMORE!
i moved here
follow me on twitter as well!: http:/twitter.com/pau_v
Feel free to look around this site though. I feel bad for leavin it coz I grew up with this blog. I'm moving on to blogspot for several reasons. It's more of technical reasons rather than personal but yes there are personal reasons. -
Sem Break
So this is how I'm going to spend my Sem Break. Since I got no money (and even though I do I'm not allowed to spend it. bummer.) And I got no car (well I do and I can drive but my dad doesn't let me drive alone yet), imma spend my semestral break bumming here in the house and secretly escaping chatting with all my cuh-razy peeps... unless someone PUH-LEAAAASE kidnap me! Potential criminals are not allowed!! Only fun party people!!
BTW I left this site for awhile and I've been updating on these sites. Check em out if you missed out
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Wednesday, 19 August 2009
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HEY!! YOU!! Yeah You!! wala lang!
Edit: Ok after having a really emo heart to heart talk with Nixie, I now remember why I like keeping my xanga. I will explode without it. I'm a living time bomb that needs a place to detonate without creating casualties.OMFG I do not know what to do with my Xanga anymore. What I mean is, I got Facebook, I HAD Friendster and Myspace, and I went as far as getting Twitter and freaken dailybooth. xD Daym! And I have these gazillion other accounts that I just made coz my friends made me so it. So now that I have all these 10391240358304 accounts, what's the use of Xanga now? I really want to keep it coz I kind of grew up with this blog. I've been blogging since I was 12 but had to switch accounts when I was 13 coz my friend said that my site is broken.
Oh and I haven't been absent in Xanga because nothing's happening in my life, lolz like wtf. It's because of Xanga that I realize that there's a LOT happening. Like, hmm, people always ask me, how's your day? And the very unappreciative me always says nothin much but really when I'm blogging especially in private mode, I get to write down all the awesome things about my lifeand I wish I could tell you guys ALL about it or when it happens but sometimes I just get caught up and I'm not able to blog about it.
I really wana keep this blog but I don't know. I don't know what to use it for anymore. Enlighten me babes and boys. IM whachu think.More webcam pics with my dad, bwuahahah!!
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Thursday, 16 July 2009
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I PROMISE TO UPDATE SOON. i won't be emo this time!!!!
Sunday, 28 June 2009
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As Usual, Transformers, MJ, etc
So i got no post for ya'llz coz i'm pretty boring and nothing interesting ever happens in my life.and the reason for that is mostly because i'm a good girl. it would be fun to do something mischevous once in awhile but "big brother" (i'm not referring to my bro) has his way of keeping me locked in the house.but my life isn't as bad as ya'llz think. i mean sure there's something that pisses me off really bad during certain days but i'm not the kind of person who bothers everyone about my problems. kinda makes me mysterious huh. hmm, if being mysterious is sexy then i'll continue hiding behind my bangs, muhaha!i finally got tah see transformers 2!! it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, considering many of my friends weren't very impressed. come on guys give micheal bay and the rest of the cast and the crew a break. actually i kinda blame media for making such a hype on this film. media made peeps expect a perfect movie. as a result, audience were disappoined. the only good thing that it did was make this movie financially succesful (which is a really really good thing if they're stingy and aren't artistic at all), but it didn't really help the ratings and reviews. i don't know, that's what i think.last weekend, i attended lasare2, which is our school's code for our recollection (haha code, makes my school look like a secret service) i didn't really expect to know anyone in the section i went to but to my surprise, carlos and his silly friend was there. the first thing i thought was, oh boy, my reco won't be so boring after all! so yeah carlos introduced me to his friend AND I'M SO SORRY THAT I FORGOT YOUR NAME. i'm not very good at names. i have a bad memory in general, really. but yeah so my reco was really fun because of them. i saw nico too!then our teacher forced us to group with people we didn't know. there was this part where we had to think of a super hero that would describe the person beside us. the girl beside me said i reminded her of blossom! hahaha! i was very pleased about that. other people got really weird and insulting super heroes so blossom was just fine with me. i gave the the dude beside me the super hero "ando". i was gona give him hiro (coz he looks like him) but he already saw it, and he's not allowed to see it. so i changed it to "hiro's best friend" coz i forgot ando's name.i really didn't want to attend lasare2 because i didn't want to waste the teacher's time on tryna convert me. luckily, that's not exactly what our facilitator did. instead, we talked about issues in this world and we talked less about God. when we DID talk about God, of all the chances he could've done it, he decided to ask for my opinion. the topic was about "calling". i was caught off guard when he called me and asked me "what's my calling". i had two options: 1, just bullshit and say that you're calling is to save the world. 2, just tell the truth. since our facilitator seemed kinda cool, i did number 2. (not in the toilet! i did option 2, freaks!) i told him i didn't believe in calling. his assistants were like, why?!? then i explained to him why. then he said "so you're saying that you're the captain of your ship? you make your own destiny?" i said yup exactly. i don't think God would be so cruel to manipulate our lives and not allow us to choose on our own, or to choose our so called "destiny". i don't believe that we're a slave to fate and we are imprisoned by God's plans. it makes me feel like we're just God's toys if you think of it that way. i believe that our God gives us genuine free will to choose and live our lives the way we want to.anyway enough of my blahs. so there was this part where we had to draw the kind of super hero we wanted to be. i drew myself as a sort of guitar hero, haha! yah, i was bad ass rocker gal with a deadly guitar that has the ability to send evil people to mars. it had more prettier sounding powers than that though :)) one of my dreams (which will never happen) is to send off all the bad people to mars and then i will send a nuclear bomb to that planet and make evil extinct forever. unexpectedly, my groupmates found that interesting and even included it in our skit presentation. it was hella funny, my groupmates are the funniest!! seriously everyone was laughing their ass off especially because of one of my funny gay groupmates. anyway so yah from there they started getting interested with what i thought about certain things, especially about religion and my beliefs. by the way, thanks carlos for introducing me to legoism. so far i think legoism best describes what kind of beliefs i have. so yah at that time i kind of felt like a living exhibit. but i think it was nice that my groupmates were interested to know what i thought.oh my gosh! and micheal jackson! so sad!! i was pretty annoyed when someone reminded me about the time he went to the philippines. everyone went except me. i was left at home and i actually cried because i liked micheal jackson and my mum said i was too little to go to the concert. i got even more jealous when i found out that my "bro and my other friends were one of the heal the world kids". they got to go onstage with micheal jackson!! it took me awhile to get over and to, well, move on, haha! which i eventually did, but my mum just had tah remind me. great.i think its cool that my bro got a DLSR for his birthday! i was more excited than he was. but then when i told him about it, he started going off about "pictures are supposed to tell a story blah blah" ok, if you say so!so i heard that even though you have an slr, you still have to photoshop your pictures.before photoshop
umm ok so i heard that this isn't exaclty the kind of photoshopping that people expected anyone would do. but i DID still photoshop my picture!! that's good enough for now as a beginner!BTW!!! I'M SO SORRY CHEWY! i will wake up you up in your next physics class and i will still continue to stalk you in your blog :))and thanks for letting me hang with you and your friends erika! i had lotsa fun! even though it was just for awhilenixie! nobela ko!! :)) update! update!!renjixichigoxyaoi! (i'm not an anime freak. just a typical fan girl)
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
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Blogging more than usual II: Would you still want me?
yay! new entry! haha! ok so the reason for this post is i wanna know what ya'll think. YM me your opinions babes. it's recruitment week in my school and i thought maybe i should try out for some orgs so that my transcript could be more impressive. the odd thing is i didn't join in any orgs that i really really want (cultural office orgs) but then my sched and my folks wouldn't allow it anyway.so cholo peer pressured me to answer this form. i don't wanna give it to you yet because i'm still not sure if i want to join literature circle. so for the meantime you could just look at it here. i mean, i'm not joining coz i'm good in writing and reading but then i wanna join coz i think i suck at writing and reading. and as you can see, i answered this form as honestly as i could. i'm sorry if i don't surprise you. i got no creative heads like ya'lls.btw, dude, this is the first time i ever wrote down my sexual preferences, or anything sexual at all. wtf is this what you creative people think of?? hahaha! but infairness, that's what made this form pretty interesting. and yes i answered as honestly as i could.this is just a thumbnail. click if you're interested in what my puny brain has tah say.
oh yah thank you for the PCD shirt aunty andy! haha!
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Blogging more than usual
so i'm pretty desperate to make an entry because i'm tryna get rid of that post about my summer because it's taking my visitors' MBs and MBs of loadingk time.so um, what do i blog about? hmmmm.oh yeah! guys check out my friend's show www.theheliumclub.com. well she's not in it but she's like the casting director and the promoter. i'm sorry i just can't get over the fact that the philippines now has its very first online show... AND very first show about like just real life drama of rich kids, kinda like laguna beach. i watch the internet more than i watch tv, you see that's why i'm just so psyched.
for those who don't believe that i'm nerding it out this term (or more importantly, this sem!!) here's some proof for you fooh's
see? see? that's me reading sophie's world... at the library!! (a really good book for philo majors! i don't understand why my brother's teacher in his 2nd year high school made them read this. i honestly don't think high school kids could appreciate what's in that book!)i think its so funny how the library became one of the most favorited hang out spots of lasallians. even people you wouldn't expect to go to the library likes to hang out there. even peeps who don't like reading books. well i guess people like it so much there is because you can sleep there without getting in trouble. or simply because it's so quiet and peaceful there. i on the other hand wouldn't go there without my blockmates but now i'm finding the library more useful to me.
its such a bore but then no pain no gain. besides i'm doing this for my parents. i screw up in everything else i do and i don't even do the things i'm good at anymore so high grades is the only thing i could give back to my folks. seriously guys, don't be so cruel to your parents. it's cool to have fun and party sometimes but it aint cool to waste your parents money by givin them failing marks from school. getting high grades is a big deal for me because everything needs extra effort considering i have the attention span of a squirel and i'm a very confused girl.
hahahaha! i can't believe i was able to get a piece of documentation of my first time to go to the DO. oh boy. apology letter mah butt!um ok i'll just finish this post next time or just make a new entry so that i could get rid of that summer entry off my page. i think i'm getting the swine. although everyone thinks they do, i got symptoms that not everyone has! haha! but yah they ARE symptoms of swiney. no biggy peeps, a fever is even deadlier.
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
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Hello Swines (Guilly's Birthday and Pussy Cat Dolls)
after the swine and before going back to school...Happy 18th birthday Guilly!! actually belated! last june 14, i attended guilly's debut party. i also performed les miserables songs with jella and rya. i was scared at first coz these girls are both really great singers. daymn i made a booboo!! but jella said i did a great job in twisting the lyrics around without anyone noticing, haha! guilly was amazing too! i was used to seeing her so demeur and reserved but seeing her dance like that was just so interesting to watch! plus she sang too! she's already pretty but that night she was just stunning!although i used to be really close to guilly, i wasn't quite close with her friends. they were like one big family and i felt really left out and, what's the english word for "nahihinayang"? i could have been part of this "family" if i tried out for REC. rya was tellin me how great REC was. i was good friends with guilly's other friends though. so i got curious who my tablemates were gona be. guess what, it was my first year high school buddies! well tiff and the other girl (im so sorry i forgot your name!) weren't exactly my first year buddies but what the heck they're still my high schoolmates!so yah i havent laughed like this in a party for a long time coz these girls are just so funny and cuh-razy!! brenda corinne and alene, i missed you guys :)hehe oh and guilly's make up artists were the one who did my makeup and hair. when i was done, people were teasing me that i looked like beyonce! haha! all ze single leidehs!
i don't know where the other pictures are though
before guilly's party, my mum, pre and i went to the mall to pick a dress for guilly's partei. my mum took a picture so that i could see if i'd like the dress. we ended up buying the second dress that we found after this.
then after that we chilled in the house and watched some asianovelas. shut up! :)) they're actually really fun to watch! asian pride ya'll!
just woke up from watching asianovelas all nightoh oh yah! pussy cat dolls!! gosh. the night that i became lesbian. for a day only k?? they were all so hot! i know many people are annoyed with nicole and think she's overrated but i'm very proud of her and i think she's very beautiful (which explains why i was lesbian that night) i searched up on her and found out how much she struggled to be where she is right now. and she's filipino dudes!! a really really hot filipina!! and dayum this girl can really sing! she's a great live performer! i'll be honest, if these girls weren't so hot and if they weren't such amazing amazing amazing performers, i wouldn't like the show. i mean coz production-wise, they had nothing but a big screen. when i heard of "doll domination", i expected a decorated stage with cool props or something. but eff production if the girls are hot and talented!
me and pre at the concert. my bro said i looked like avril lavigne :| i should stay away from that eye liner haha! went with my bro, ton and chewy. watched with my cousin, pre. sam and izzy, where were you guys!
so this was me and pre's spot from the stage. although we were at the farthest end of gold, we actually appreciated the show better than the others because we could see all the girls clearly and we were at an area between gold and silver so it was really windy!thank you for the tickets sam and ton!! i enjoyed the show!
Saturday, 06 June 2009
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DAVID COOKIE and DAVID ARCHIE!! live in manila!!
EDIT: since we're kinda on the topic of american idol, i guess i should also include what i have to say about this year's american idol batch. adam is an AMAZING singer. almost perfect. except he's a little bit too emo for me but i don't mind that he's gay. plus his boyfriend is hot so good for him. kris is like ok, i mean i really like his song choices and i heard that he's a really nice guy. and i knew that he was gona win although i really wanted adam to win. but yeah whatever, they're both great!------------------------------>ok first shia lebouf.... and now david cook???? how lucky (and unfair!!!) can this girl be!! a few days ago, it was my first time actually seeing david cook's music video "come back to me" and towards the end the song, i was so shocked that this girl actually locked lips with david cook!
last may, david cook and david archuleta went to the philippines!! they received a wonderful reception here in manila and i really hope they had a great time during their stay. this was one of the concerts i was looking forward to because i'm a girly fan of david cook and i was lucky to get tickets from tita dolly again. thanks tita dolly! i also wanted to see david and david live because i was curious to see what the AI judges saw in these guys, what was so special about their performances. the reason i say this is because performances look different in tv compared to seeing them live. and yes they were different!i was sort of being an american idol judge while watching them perform but then i tried not to because i wanted to enjoy the show. although i got lotsa to say about their performance (both good and bad, but mostly good!) i could say that i really did enjoy the show!! and although i'm a cookie fan, i really had fun watching archie too! yes i love him too! he's so cute and adorable!!i got these pics from my mum's friend. i forgot my camera. (we were in a hurry. long story. i forgot lots to bring lots of things during that day, including my brain.) i wasn't this close to the stage when we watched the concert but i was somewhere near where they were.
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My Summer!!
since it's officially the end of summer and the start of the rainy season in the philippines, i think it would be most appropriate to finally do this post but i gotta warn ya'll though that this is going to eat up a lot of your internet's loadingk time. here goes!Last Day of Schoolthe last days of school were hectic, cuh-razy, but fun! i was only able to get pictures from my last SCIMATB (Biotechnology) class. this was a really fun class!
Trip to Aroroy, Masbatei expected this summer to be all about taking care of my grandpa, which i honestly didn't mind. Unfortunately, he passed away :( on the first day of his wake, we allowed his body to stay here first so that his friends in Manila could see him one last time. The next day, we traveled to the province to bring his body back.i was actually pretty excited to be back in the province. i had lots of relatives in there that i wanted to see again. i had lots and lotsa fun with my cousins. it felt like there was a party everyday since lots of people would come to the wake.we always played binggo or tong-its or gambled with a few bucks. we'd also go outside and just roam around. the boys seemed to always have a psp party. they'd each have their spot in the living room of tita joy and play link games. what i really enjoyed was the motorbike rides under the rain with my cousins and my bro. it hurt in the eyes but it was lotsa fun and definitely something my mum wouldn't normally allow me to do. oh yah and those hamburger and ice cream nights!! love it!! hmm and a province visit isn't complete without karaoke!! oh oh my little nephews are so adorable! enzo especially! he's so funny!! he's only 3 years old but he's so friken smart!!people always commented on my skin color. they'd always tell me how pale my skin color is. i felt self-conscious so i decided to swim with my cousins and attempt to get a tan (it's been 4 years already and i the still couldn't seem to get the tan that i wanted). it was quite convenient to be living right beside the beach but people could only swim there when it was high tide. the low tide didn't stop us from hanging in the beach. this was actually more exciting, and pretty scary too. you could actually walk on the sea floor and see all the scary sea creatures. i was so scared to step on one. my foot kept sinking into the corals, which was really freaky but it was a kodak moment for us because we were actually bonding because the boys always strayed away from the girls. they seem to be always be hiding something. hmpf well that's what makes boys who they are especially when they hang out with each other. whatevs!i got to sing for my lolo in his funeral. i really didn't want to be emotional on that day since i've told myself many times that i should be happy that he's in a better place right now. i couldn't help it. we spent a lot of time taking care of my lolo.the boat ride going to legaspi was pretty interesting. i love riding on speed boats that crash into great waves just coz it's exciting but not this time. there were a lot of people in the boat and there were lots of baggages. it was the first time that i encountered a really really big wave. so yeah it was really scary.so we were stranded for the next 2 (or i think 3) days. i didn't mind the extension since i liked it in our province. after finally safely going on a boat ride, we hanged out in legaspi for awhile then we rode a bus going to manila.
Cebu City Baby!i totally forgot about our cebu trip! i went to cebu with my dad and my cousin. my mum said that we could take a break from taking care of my lolo. it was really fun!! since it was holy week, there wasn't much places to go to since everything was closed. we hanged out mostly in the hotel. our tita's and tito's offered us a tour around cebu. they brought us to relatives that we didn't know we had. it was really fun and i was happy to meet lots of people! if i wasn't hoarding on this post then i would've told ya'll more about this exciting trip!
My 18thback to the trip from legaspi, we were still on the bus when it was exactly my birthday. the first thing i thought was "holy f*ck, i'm 18! i'm legal!".
i decided to just celebrate by going to the spa. i brought sam and jam to relax with me valor was supposed to be there too!! waah! but we still had fun. we first had marienda in krispy kreme. then the krispy kreme staff suddenly started singing to me. it was so embarassing! i was having a lovely quiet marienda with my friends then suddenly everyone knows that it's my birthday. i just wanted to sink in my chair. i wasn't always like this. i liked it when everyone knew it was my birthday. this time was just different.
then after that i had dinner with some of my relatives. when i came home i was touched to see all the birthday greetings in facebook and ym and in text na rin. thanks everyone :)
we celebrated mother's day too! unfortunately i don't have the pics :( it's with my mum. i'm just lazy to upload it, haha!Hong Kong and Macaui went to Hong Kong and Macau with my parents. i didn't want to at first (not because of the swine flu!) buti'm really glad that i did!! i had loads and loadsa fun. the most memorable place we went to was when we went to"the venetian" in macau. i was just so amazed! many people were too. i saw this old couple with their mouths bothopen, hahaha! it was so funny! AND AND the show boys over flowers shot here before!! jun pyo and kim bum'ssexiness was there!!! waahaha! and i actually touched some stuff that they did!! waahaha!! i'm such a typical fangirl!
Ton's surprise birthday party
happy 19th ton! sam did a great job throwing you a party!! fun fun fun! except the part where many people ended up getting wasted, haha!! many peeps drank with an empty stomach, including me. i drank as much water as i could but nothing was able to sober me up. so embarrassing, i’m never going to drink so much in a party again!! Or at least i’ll try. bleh! :))
Lunch date with the girliesok this isn't exactly part of my summer but since it just happend yesterday then ok i'll include it in this post. i've started school for 2 weeks now actually and i'm back on break again hahaha! yah because of the swine flu. three students from my school has it, yikes!
anyway so yes i went out with jam, sam and valor and finally tried that "singing corned beef" (hahaha!) from sentro. then we had dessert in cupcakes by sonja. then we were stranded, haha! it was raining so hard we couldn't really go anywhere. we finally decided to take a cab to market market. that's right. we took a cab. hahaha! it was raining so hard so we didn't really have a choice. while we were in market market, jam peer pressured us, (especially me!) to eat lotsa stuff. because of jam i lost my sushi virginity! yep it was my first time to eat sushi. it was an alleluia moment for me. the spotlight from heaven was the only one missing at that moment. thanks for yesterday girls! i had fun!
btw i don't update friendster anymore. my only form of online socializing is xanga and facebook. so yea add meup ok! thanksy!
pau_v
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- Name: Paulyn
- Birthday: 5/5/1991
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/7/2005
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Don't take it seriously when i start ranting. Every time I make an entry that has a rant in it (like the one about tina chen, or my gym diaries) that I'm always half laughing while writing it! No seriously, I'm not serious.... when I rant :)) I use sarcasm when I rant, I don't put laughing signs on some punch lines. I'll try to be more, um, not sarcastic and more clear about my expressions next time :)) So chill peeps, I'm really just having fun. REALLY! no joke!
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BLOGGING IS LAME. yeah i used to think so too but when you're actually doing it, you'll soon get hooked. i'm faithful to my blog and hardly go through hiatuses because blogging is like my therapy. its to help me control my emotional instability and also to remind me of the good things in my life and to pour out any kind of pain i experience. (*update: i'm afraid i can't do that in my blog anymore. apparently it's possible to get you're privacy invaded no matter what i do. i no longer have privacy. my deep thoughts are always somehow discovered. it really really really sucks.*) i started blogging here in xanga when i was 12 (when blogging in my civilization was not that popular yet) but i had to change my account when i was 13 because my site got wacked so what i use now is my 2nd blog. i use my blog as an online diary but i'm still able to keep some of my thoughts private, thanks to the option of "private posting" (*update: again, i no longer have privacy because even though i do private posting, my private posts are always somehow discovered. it really really sucks and its really really bad for me). i also use my blog to keep my friends all over the world updated about what's happening to me. i wish to tell you all of the beautiful moments in my life. unfortunately i'm not able to document SO many of them. i have so many nice pics i havent posted and many stories i haven't told but that's only because at that time i was probably too busy to tell you all about it. i'll try my best to keep you all posted and i'll try my best not to bore ya'll!
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